Amazingly, I have kept the tabs in Firefox with my Tumblr blog and this site open since the last time I wrote. And yet, here it is June 29 and I haven't written once in 2019. Why? Because I've been…
What a year 2018 was. Although I mostly failed to keep this blog up over the years, the one tradition I always managed to maintain was the annual new years post. And this new blog calls for a new level…
Over the years, Christmas has become less and less of a thing for us. Not because we don't like it, but rather the strain of busy lives and getting started in our careers was such that we had less and…
You thought I'd let the 17th come and not post anything didn't you? Nope. Maybe you thought I was too busy, or that I'd forgotten about this blog entirely. Neither of those are the case. Before I get too deep…
Today I received a letter from myself on February 18, 2013. It was hard to read that letter, realizing I had written it over four years ago. Some of the things that I expected to have happened, didn’t, and some…
It’s a feeling that can’t really be described… you definitely have to have thought it through, and even then, it takes practice and an insane amount of trust… but I think we’ve reached the pinnacle of this lifestyle that we’re…
This marks the first year since 2010 that I didn’t make my new years eve post prior to the end of the year. It also marks the first year that I haven’t made a single photo post on my main…
I had an eerie ‘just stop for a minute and look at your life’ moment tonight. It wasn’t inspired by anything in particular, like a life event or anything… I actually was just sitting in my hot tub and somehow…
Not like in an intentional way… I’ve just been so focused on getting where I want to be physically now that I’m where I want to be with my weight, that I haven’t had time to really flirt or have…
Well, as is tradition almost every year since I started this blog in 2010, I believe it is time to recap 2015. This particular recap means more to me personally than has any recap prior to now. I was able…
Merry Christmas 2015. Christmas this year finds me very near to where I was at this time last year. Last year, I was drug to FL for a family reunion for Her family, but as a bonus, we stayed in…
So currently, I have the flu. Or some terrible creation of satin that resembles the flu and has me so knocked out that it took me over 30 minutes to FORCE myself to reach over and drink the water that…
As much as that title sounds strangely like a TV show I once loved, today, it signifies my age. Although I have gone the longest now that I’ve ever gone without writing, (nearly six months), I managed to pull myself…
This isn’t how I usually how I start these types of posts, but then again I said that I would write after the last long post and I ended up going nearly a month without writing. That’s sad to me…
So let me tell you about my life. My life is so insanely busy that I have not even been able to write on here for the past however long. - It is now 5am here on the east coast,…
Life; unlike you ever thought it would be… unlike you ever thought it Could be… - Feelings; amplified beyond that which you ever could have imagined, beyond that which your body ever experienced before… - Ideas; foreign and appalling at…
So I turned 23 today. I’m not sure if I’ve been saying my age on here or not, but fuck it…. Can’t believe a year went by so fast! Just like that another one is gone. This time though, it’s…
Honestly, I didn’t expect to do anything for spring break this year. When you’re as run down and insanely busy as I am this year and especially this semester, it’s not as simple as just stopping your mind being in…
I don’t know what it is that drew me to Tumblr tonight. I’ve not posted since the beginning of January, and I wish that I was even the remotest bit kidding when I tell you that it feels like it…
September 17, 2013 was the last post I made to this blog. I had committed to writing every day in 2013, and sadly writing every day was something that I had to give up. Since that day, the hardest semester…
She said, “If we’re going to make this work…. You have to let me inside, even though it hurts… ~ Don’t hide the broken parts, that I need to see.” – “Like it or not, that’s the way it gotta to be!” You have to love yourself; if you can ever love me~
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He said, “I’ll do whatever it takes – to turn this around… I know what’s at stake; I know that I’ve let you down ~ But if you give me a chance…. and believe that I can change: I’ll keep us together;”