I think, at the absolute core, I’m overwhelmed with.. Knowledge. I’ve spent 4 years learning HOW to learn… But I’ve never tried to undertake so much learning at once. I am trying to learn advance statistics, the entire history of England, I am learning all about music in western culture, all about films and writing evaluations and reviews of those films, I’m learning about sexuality in scripture, and I’m learning an entirely new project management method in computing called SCRUM, as well as actually doing a senior project. Never have I literally had 8 hours a day of straight homework, whether it be reading, writing one of the many weekly papers I have, or doing the project / statistics / listening to the hours of music I have to listen to. I’m drowning with no way out.
Oh, and on top of all that, I am gone every other weekend doing sound for a touring drama group. I am also directing a SNL type show on campus requiring at least 2 nights a week of work, and… AND… – and I’m working 40 hours a week between 3 different jobs. – God help me…
I found 4 gray hairs on my head this morning. Is this the beginning of the end?
