Honestly, at this point I'm at what I would consider my lowest point. - But I have no project-able (don't understand why that isn't a word without the dash......) way out... I definitely am in the eye of whatever fucking…
Since my last post, I’ve come acutely aware of our current circumstances in ways I wish so badly weren’t possible. We flew her guy and this other girl out here the second weekend in December, and in all honesty it…
🎶 Just pray to a god that I don’t believe in 🎶 It pains me to admit that I’m writing this post now, because I honestly don’t know that I’ll be alive long enough to get around to ‘someday’. -…
Seven Hundred Twenty One Days. - That's how long it's been since I last wrote on this blog. - And an eventful 721 days they were, to say the very least. I'm not sure that words can adequately describe the…
Where to begin? It's hard to believe that we're entering another decade already. - They say time flies, but if we're being honest I barely remember Y2K, so in reality this is only the second turning of a decade that…
Amazingly, I have kept the tabs in Firefox with my Tumblr blog and this site open since the last time I wrote. And yet, here it is June 29 and I haven't written once in 2019. Why? Because I've been…
What a year 2018 was. Although I mostly failed to keep this blog up over the years, the one tradition I always managed to maintain was the annual new years post. And this new blog calls for a new level…
Over the years, Christmas has become less and less of a thing for us. Not because we don't like it, but rather the strain of busy lives and getting started in our careers was such that we had less and…
You thought I'd let the 17th come and not post anything didn't you? Nope. Maybe you thought I was too busy, or that I'd forgotten about this blog entirely. Neither of those are the case. Before I get too deep…
Let me tell you about how my 2017 went. I hesitate in writing this post because so many of us had different experiences in 2017. This blog, although it has literally more than outlived even the term “gone by the…
Today I received a letter from myself on February 18, 2013. It was hard to read that letter, realizing I had written it over four years ago. Some of the things that I expected to have happened, didn’t, and some…
It’s a feeling that can’t really be described… you definitely have to have thought it through, and even then, it takes practice and an insane amount of trust… but I think we’ve reached the pinnacle of this lifestyle that we’re…
This marks the first year since 2010 that I didn’t make my new years eve post prior to the end of the year. It also marks the first year that I haven’t made a single photo post on my main…
I had an eerie ‘just stop for a minute and look at your life’ moment tonight. It wasn’t inspired by anything in particular, like a life event or anything… I actually was just sitting in my hot tub and somehow…
Not like in an intentional way… I’ve just been so focused on getting where I want to be physically now that I’m where I want to be with my weight, that I haven’t had time to really flirt or have…
Well, as is tradition almost every year since I started this blog in 2010, I believe it is time to recap 2015. This particular recap means more to me personally than has any recap prior to now. I was able…
Merry Christmas 2015. Christmas this year finds me very near to where I was at this time last year. Last year, I was drug to FL for a family reunion for Her family, but as a bonus, we stayed in…
So currently, I have the flu. Or some terrible creation of satin that resembles the flu and has me so knocked out that it took me over 30 minutes to FORCE myself to reach over and drink the water that…
As much as that title sounds strangely like a TV show I once loved, today, it signifies my age. Although I have gone the longest now that I’ve ever gone without writing, (nearly six months), I managed to pull myself…
This isn’t how I usually how I start these types of posts, but then again I said that I would write after the last long post and I ended up going nearly a month without writing. That’s sad to me…
She said, “If we’re going to make this work…. You have to let me inside, even though it hurts… ~ Don’t hide the broken parts, that I need to see.” – “Like it or not, that’s the way it gotta to be!” You have to love yourself; if you can ever love me~
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He said, “I’ll do whatever it takes – to turn this around… I know what’s at stake; I know that I’ve let you down ~ But if you give me a chance…. and believe that I can change: I’ll keep us together;”